I had talked a bit about the new series being preached at church, “Blink”. I guess I just wanted to share a little bit about my thoughts during the message. Most people probably thought it was rather depressing to hear about how little time we’ll be here on earth, but I wasn’t thinking about that. I don’t think leaving here to go to heaven for eternity is a bad thing. I guess I agree with Paul in Philippians 1:21 (NIV), “For me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.” In other words, living here is good, but going to heaven is good, too.
Anyway, my thoughts were on what impact I would make on earth when I’m gone. For some, their impact is in their work or skills like Michael Jordan, Walter Payton, Bill Gates (founder of Microsoft), Henry Ford, Albert Einstein, Alfred Nobel (inventor of dynamite and the Nobel prize), or Alfred Sloan (founder of GM). For others (probably most), it’s in their children. I have no children (although I hope to some day) and I haven’t invented anything or founded a company that has changed the world. Most will probably say that I’ve helped many children & youth and have impacted the world that way. That’s fine, but I guess it’s just one of those things where you don’t get a whole lot of feedback because you really don’t see the difference for years.
I look forward to my time with the children on Sunday and the jr. highers on Tuesday, but sometimes I wonder if it’s for naught. I love the little things I sometimes get as encouragement. The occasional thank you or holiday card. Even a simple “thank you”. Even though his mom apologized for it, I love it when one of the boys on Sunday insists on greeting me with a hug every single week. It just makes me feel appreciated.
I guess there wasn’t really much point to this post, but it was just something I wanted to say. Hopefully I have made a positive impact and will be remembered for it. Laterz!